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Marian Rivkind Portrait

Marian Rivkind

The Madre Says




My name is Marian and I'd like to be your guide in helping to facilitate the support and discovery of your highest human potential, which by design, will help you heal your body & mind to make space for more joy, peace, intimacy and love. My goal is to prepare you for your awakening and to support your path while you undergo and integrate your metamorphosis. This is a natural process and requires nothing but your openness and willingness to seek greater heights of life satisfaction. We do this by getting to know each other deeply, and deciding upon which modalities will benefit the process of your growth and elicit the deepest doses of self-reflection and introspection. 

As your Spiritual Guidance Counselor and Earth Medicine Guide, I will provide comprehensive services to help you feel the confidence and support you need to overcome the mindset and beliefs that have resulted in dis-ease or emotional pain. My purpose is to help you create a roadmap of consciousness that will lead you to having the time of your life, so that you can learn and heal from your past in ways that will benefit and promote a bright and illuminated future.

Over the years I have gained much wisdom in the ways of restoring balance and dignity to our lives, and I’d like to use my life's experiences to help you overcome the limiting beliefs that may be causing you to suffer from depression, anxiety, emotional and/or physical pain... I too have experienced these low-vibrational states from time-to-time. However, until I came to the understanding of how limited beliefs take a hold of our minds (due to religious, familial & societal programming) I could have had no way of knowing that life is determined by the conscious choices we make in each moment and how each choice needs to be made from Spirit instead of from eGo (fear). I seek to help you make the distinction from which place you operate clearer for you. It's a gentle practice in thought correction, forgiveness, atonement, and salvation, and the alleviation of guilt, shame, resentment, and victimization. Self-empowerment is our goal and Self-Love is the way we get there!

I am a Matchmaker and Psychedelic enthusiast by nature. My mission is to connect you to people and places that will provide you with experiences that will blow your mind, open your heart and activate your Spirit in ways beyond comprehension. 


In November of 2016, I had my first sacred ceremonial experience with the Madré Ayahuasca and I have been a steward of Grand Mother Medicine ever since. I spent 18 months in an apprenticeship (2016-2018) communing in sacred space with the Madré Ayahuasca (a shamanic psychoactive brew made from the Ayahuasca vine found within the jungles of the Amazon), and the experiences I have had in divination has led me here with the hope of helping and supporting you to resolve the unconscious/subconscious problems, beliefs and challenges that prevent you from living the truest and highest version of your Self.

(Please take note that you are not required to drink Ayahuasca in order to receive the benefits of Her wisdom - you will receive what is needed from our conscious dialoguing and work together).


I am here to ensure that you are given the tools to become accountable to your highest Self.

Fewer than 1% of the human population has had the opportunity to commune with the divine Mother using this sacred medicine, and 1% of the 1% have studied under ascendant Masters. My teachers were trained by the Matriarch of the Shipibo tribe located deep within the jungles of Peru and what I aim to share is a unique perspective with the hope that major changes will be made to the way we think and feel about our connection to Love on Earth.


I know that if we explore your consciousness and evolve your self-awareness by exercising our minds together towards your highest good, then you will be given the keys to open the gates of your highest potential, heal past traumas and/or limiting beliefs and invite ecstacy, healing, self-respect and self-love.  Our work together will help you understand (and remember) where it is that you shall like to live, in peace. This takes practice, accountability, commitment, and consistency. I am here to support YOU with Peace & Pleasure as our related goal.


I founded Ankhology after years of losing my mind (both intentionally and non-intentionally), breaking and repairing my heart, then finding true love in my Soul. This organization is dedicated to sharing knowledge, wisdom and practices that work to simply be in love with life and to help push the limits of our awareness. Community, communion and connection are on the menu!


 I am currently working on creating my TEDx Talk about Earth Medicine & Indigenous Wisdom and I co-own and operate a Community Center in Holladay, Utah.

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